Sunday, 25 March 2012 @ 06:53
Psych Ward
For 300 hours, I've been doing psychological evaluation reports, clinical case studies, observing patient's behavior and so on! Thank God I was able to maintain my own sanity and completed my three fucking hundred on-the-job training hours. Prepping up for the real life dilemma. Wish me luck guys!
-XX-
Labels: blog, jejeshoots, personal, stories
Sunday, 4 March 2012 @ 03:04
Like We Used To
So here's to the past. I'm ready to go ---- but before all else I want everyone to know that he's all I ever wanted. When I first realized that I liked him, I never expected that it would be this hard to let him go and to open up to a new love. Maybe, my friend was right. Maybe, I look for all traces of him in every guy I meet so I end up getting disappointed and trying to start over again. It's funny the way I reacted when I saw your name on my Facebook notification, it just feels like high school. Perhaps, i am just stressed about college and I want things to be exactly like they were in high school. I don't know, maybe I missed you too much and I feel like there's nobody to defend me or even just to listen to my rants. Seriously, I don't know how it feels to like someone anymore. I don't know how it feels to be in love anymore. I need to start again, from scratch.
I have to realize that not every guy I meet resembles to you. last night, when I saw a picture of you I was like, oh he looks like my new crush, they have the same eyes! I SHOULD STOP COMPARING YOU TO THEM. I have to stop telling guys that they should get the same haircut as you just because I think yours is perfect. I have to stop asking guys to wear the same clothes as you. More importantly, I should stop changing them to become like you.
It has been years and I simply want to thank you for teaching me a lot of things. No matter what happens, you're still the first guy who proved that I'm a silly little girl who falls in love with a bad guy but didn't have a happy ending. Thank you. I had a feeling I'd be seeing you again.
@ 01:29
Deadlines
Say hello to a few more deadlines and then we're ready to hit the road.
Last month of college, here we go!
Sunday, 26 February 2012 @ 03:14
Hello, my name is MARIYUHH. I derived my username from my birth name, RIAdel MArie and made it MARIA but changed the IA to YUHH to make it sound more girly cause i'm so frustrated to be a girly girl all my life. I love Hello Kitty, obviously. Apparently, I am in love with cats uh, and also dogs but they don't really come together. I love taking pictures of beautiful people, places, and stuff with any available camera. I can transform simple things into WONDERFUL things when I added a little bit of sugar (sweetness), spice (love), and everything nice (passion).
I am not much of a perfectionist but I like getting things done on time. I am a pro at cramming but you can always count on me through the hardest times. Overall, I can be anybody's best friend. But, be careful. Any best friend can be your worst enemy because of one thing - LIES.
Meow Meow.
-XX-
Labels: personal
Saturday, 25 February 2012 @ 04:15
She's Not A Stinky Hippie
Yes, she's been hurt.
Yes, she's been betrayed.
But she's still here.
She may have doubts but still believes that someday,
she will find bliss.
Labels: love, personal, stories
@ 00:52
Mr Alexander's --- FOUR STEPS TO LOVE
Mr Alexander's Four Steps To Love is such a cutie-patootie book for kids of all ages. I've been working on step for the past week and I must admit I am really taking this thing seriously. The qualities I have written must have been too good to be true but I know God has a perfect partner for me. He's actually saving YOU for ME.
PS ---- I will do my very best to blog about the list I made once I have completed it.
-XX-
Sunday, 12 February 2012 @ 02:21
So What About The 14th?
"Being single gives you no license to be bitter." -a friend told me
Arguing about why I hate the day is pointless. Nobody will understand me. I will just sound like a pathetic loser who doesn't believe in valentines day until she meet her one true love who will awaken her sleeping soul, give her this much-awaited true love's kiss and then live happily ever after. No, this isn't a Disney movie. I am not a fan of cheesy surprises copied from the movies. But I must admit, I, too, have my own version of a perfect Valentine's Day.
On that day, everything's going to be perfect and beautiful. The moment I wake up, a stack of hot pancakes and steaming cup of coffee is waiting on my bedside table. As I look at my reflection still with my messy morning hair, a written note saying"good morning, beautiful" on the mirror will surprise me. I will dress up in my simplest, knowing he appreciates every part of me. There, in the stairs, as I pass through are rose petals and he's waiting on the car door with a bouquet of my favorite flowers.
He will take me to places I've never been. Will accompany me with things I have never done. We will walk in a park, take pictures ---- lots of pictures, watch a movie, take a stroll, and then fall in love all over again. The evening comes and we'll eat dinner at a fancy restaurant then, armed with his guitar skills, he will surprise me with a song number he composed himself just for me and this special day. The songs goes like "everything has changed since you came, baby I want to share with you my last name". It will surprise me that he's going to kneel down, in front of me and everyone else and ask.. "I'm not good at this but baby, will you be my bride?". And this giddy-eyed little girl, finally says yes and start a love story she's waiting to happen all of her life. ♡
Right now, I may not have this one person I am dreaming of yet. But I believe, someday my prince will come and all the bitterness about Valentine's day fades away. ♡
@ 01:00
Hello, I Used To Be Awkward.
New space, new thoughts, NEW BEGINNING.I can't explain all the drama I went through this past few days that made me decide that I needed a new blog space. I need an outlet, I need some space where I could express my thoughts freely without them judging me. It was a tough decision because I've been using my old space for over a year now. I have to admit, it has all been the number of followers I get, not the thoughts I put on it. That's what makes it a garbage.
Now I guess I'm ready to start a new one. I'm just here to blog so please don't hate. This has been my hobby for the past few years so please don't take it away from me.
Thank you, xx.
P.S --- I'll try my best to maintain this.
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