We all start out
as rough drafts.
Welcome to the probinsyana's personal blog. To all the followers of my neglected blog, I am sorry for leaving you right then and there. I just have some personal issues to deal with and I hope you guys could respect that. Anyway, thank you for taking time to stalk me. I love you. XX

Sunday 26 February 2012 @ 03:14

Hello, my name is MARIYUHH. I derived my username from my birth name, RIAdel MArie and made it MARIA but changed the IA to YUHH to make it sound more girly cause i'm so frustrated to be a girly girl all my life. I love Hello Kitty, obviously. Apparently, I am in love with cats uh, and also dogs but they don't really come together. I love taking pictures of beautiful people, places, and stuff with any available camera. I can transform simple things into WONDERFUL things when I added a little bit of sugar (sweetness), spice (love), and everything nice (passion).

I am not much of a perfectionist but I like getting things done on time. I am a pro at cramming but you can always count on me through the hardest times. Overall, I can be anybody's best friend. But, be careful. Any best friend can be your worst enemy because of one thing - LIES.

Meow Meow.

-XX-

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@ 02:17
Creative Shot Ideas
Creative Shot Ideas for our Graduation Photo Shoot 












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Saturday 25 February 2012 @ 04:15
She's Not A Stinky Hippie
She has been through a lot. Before you call her names, you better make sure that you know her well. You cannot just judge her with the way she dress. You have no right to give her a label. She's a pro in faking a smile. Deep down inside she's hurting. You don't know anything to even call her a bitch. Life has been so tough on her that has molded her into the person she is right now. She always have that game-face on but she's easily discouraged by the mean things you say about her. Again, you do not know anything. She's been hurt over and over again for the same reasons. She's receiving the same promises over and over but people continue to disappoint her. Can you stop hurting her? Can you please stop making her cry? This girl, behind her smiles, is still in search of real happiness. You can easily make her believe that people will stay forever but then all they ever did was leave her halfway.

Yes, she's been hurt.
Yes, she's been betrayed.
But she's still here.
She may have doubts but still believes that someday, 
she will find bliss.

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@ 00:52
Mr Alexander's --- FOUR STEPS TO LOVE


Mr Alexander's Four Steps To Love is such a cutie-patootie book for kids of all ages. I've been working on step for the past week and I must admit I am really taking this thing seriously. The qualities I have written must have been too good to be true but I know God has a perfect partner for me. He's actually saving YOU for ME. 

PS ---- I will do my very best to blog about the list I made once I have completed it. 

-XX-

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@ 00:26
I Am STRAWBERRY Happy ♡

Strawberries from Bagiuo City, Philippines

Baguio City is the summer capital of the Philippines.
IT'S MORE FUN IN THE PHILIPPINES!

XX


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Saturday 18 February 2012 @ 05:50
FOREXAMPAUL.
Gusto ko sana na pag nabasa mo ito ay wala ka nang magagawa kundi ngumiti at ngumiti at ngumiti lang.

Una sa lahat, belated happy birthday. Wala akong panahon nung 14 sa kadahilanang na Wow Mali ako, arkilado pala ang jeep na nasakyan ko ng mga taong nagiibigan at naiwan ako dung mag-isa. Kaya paguwi ko nagmukmok nalang ako at natulog at hindi na kita nagawan ng malanding mensahe tulad ng ginawa ng mga chicks na patay na patay sayo. At dahil ayaw ko magpatalo, gagawan kita ng mas malanding mensahe para umagat yung mensahe ko sa lahat ng mga mensaheng natanggap mo para sa iyong kaarawan.

At napahaba ng ang intro ko. Ang nais ko lamang ipabatid sayo ay masaya ako dahil may pogi akong kaibigan at mainggit na lahat ng chicks na naghahabol sayo dahil feeling close na ko sayo at alam kong nakangiti ka na ngayon kasi iinggitin ko silang lahat dahil may forevermore tayo, diba? At akin lang ang term na forevermore dahil ayoko ng may kapareho ako. Maiinggit pa sila lalong lahat pag naglagay ako ng picture natin pero wag nalang kasi baka ako naman ang ma-issue. Sayang ang career ko. Pero joke lang kasi ang ganda ko dun kaya maglalagay padin ako sa dulo ng walang kakwenta kwenta kong malanding mensahe para sa iyo.

Ikatlo, gusto ko lang ipaalam sayo na kailangan mong maglaan ng isang araw para sakin para makuha mo ang iyong regalo na hindi ko padin nabibili talaga. Chos. Pero kailangan mo talagang maglaan ng isang araw na walang istorbo, walang ibang chicks, at walang magulo. Chos lang. Basta isang buong araw para sakin. Kahit SM Bicutan lang! Tapos sagot mo ang lahat. WAHAHAHA

At siyempre, nahihirapan na kong magpakalalim na tagalog. Ititigil ko na ang pagpapanggap!
Haha. Happy Birthday Paul, sana mas makilala pa kita at mas lalo pa tayong maging close para mas lalo pang mainggit ang fans club mo. At ayun. Wala na akong masabi bukod sa paulit-ulit at gamit na gamit nang, masaya ako na nakilala kita. EW CHEESY! Magmamalalim nalang ako sayo pag nakahanap ng ibang pagkakataon. Ayun. Sana wag ka nang magtampo, busy lang talaga. 

Mehehe.
-XX-

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Sunday 12 February 2012 @ 02:21
So What About The 14th?

"Being single gives you no license to be bitter."  -a friend told me

Arguing about why I hate the day is pointless. Nobody will understand me. I will just sound like a pathetic loser who doesn't believe in valentines day until she meet her one true love who will awaken her sleeping soul, give her this much-awaited true love's kiss and then live happily ever after. No, this isn't a Disney movie. I am not a fan of cheesy surprises copied from the movies. But I must admit, I, too, have my own version of a perfect Valentine's Day.

On that day, everything's going to be perfect and beautiful. The moment I wake up, a stack of hot pancakes and steaming cup of coffee is waiting on my bedside table. As I look at my reflection still with my messy morning hair, a written note saying"good morning, beautiful" on the mirror will surprise me. I will dress up in my simplest, knowing he appreciates every part of me. There, in the stairs, as I pass through are rose petals and he's waiting on the car door with a bouquet of my favorite flowers.

He will take me to places I've never been. Will accompany me with things I have never done. We will walk in a park, take pictures ---- lots of pictures, watch a movie, take a stroll, and then fall in love all over again. The evening comes and we'll eat dinner at a fancy restaurant then, armed with his guitar skills, he will surprise me with a song number he composed himself just for me and this special day. The songs goes like "everything has changed since you came, baby I want to share with you my last name". It will surprise me that he's going to kneel down, in front of me and everyone else and ask.. "I'm not good at this but baby, will you be my bride?". And this giddy-eyed little girl, finally says yes and start a love story she's waiting to happen all of her life. 

Right now, I may not have this one person I am dreaming of yet. But I believe, someday my prince will come and all the bitterness about Valentine's day fades away. 

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@ 01:33
Almost Done

So I am now on my 36th day. For the past 35 days, this book has been guiding me with everything. It has been my best friend when I needed one. My pillow when I needed comfort. My blanket when I needed warmth. My shield when I needed protection.

The remaining weeks of college has been really REALLY tough. Yes, I knew how it all started but we did tried our best to fix things. But as the saying goes, you can never really fix things that are already broken. Things are never the same as they used to and I'm sort of learning to let go now. Though it hurts a lot, I needed to. Some friendships never last. They are meant to leave and I got to keep my head high because I believe, somewhere down the road, I will meet new ones who intend to stay.

4 more days to go until my soul completely opens up ----- to God.

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@ 01:00
Hello, I Used To Be Awkward.
New space, new thoughts, NEW BEGINNING.


I can't explain all the drama I went through this past few days that made me decide that I needed a new blog space. I need an outlet, I need some space where I could express my thoughts freely without them judging me. It was a tough decision because I've been using my old space for over a year now. I have to admit, it has all been the number of followers I get, not the thoughts I put on it. That's what makes it a garbage.

Now I guess I'm ready to start a new one. I'm just here to blog so please don't hate. This has been my hobby for the past few years so please don't take it away from me.

Thank you, xx.

P.S --- I'll try my best to maintain this.

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