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Sunday, 12 February 2012 @ 02:21
So What About The 14th?

"Being single gives you no license to be bitter."  -a friend told me

Arguing about why I hate the day is pointless. Nobody will understand me. I will just sound like a pathetic loser who doesn't believe in valentines day until she meet her one true love who will awaken her sleeping soul, give her this much-awaited true love's kiss and then live happily ever after. No, this isn't a Disney movie. I am not a fan of cheesy surprises copied from the movies. But I must admit, I, too, have my own version of a perfect Valentine's Day.

On that day, everything's going to be perfect and beautiful. The moment I wake up, a stack of hot pancakes and steaming cup of coffee is waiting on my bedside table. As I look at my reflection still with my messy morning hair, a written note saying"good morning, beautiful" on the mirror will surprise me. I will dress up in my simplest, knowing he appreciates every part of me. There, in the stairs, as I pass through are rose petals and he's waiting on the car door with a bouquet of my favorite flowers.

He will take me to places I've never been. Will accompany me with things I have never done. We will walk in a park, take pictures ---- lots of pictures, watch a movie, take a stroll, and then fall in love all over again. The evening comes and we'll eat dinner at a fancy restaurant then, armed with his guitar skills, he will surprise me with a song number he composed himself just for me and this special day. The songs goes like "everything has changed since you came, baby I want to share with you my last name". It will surprise me that he's going to kneel down, in front of me and everyone else and ask.. "I'm not good at this but baby, will you be my bride?". And this giddy-eyed little girl, finally says yes and start a love story she's waiting to happen all of her life. 

Right now, I may not have this one person I am dreaming of yet. But I believe, someday my prince will come and all the bitterness about Valentine's day fades away. 

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